Bou's Blog 

Feb 13th, 2005

SCA meeting,
Fighter Practice (I am soooooo out of shape!!!!)
anniversary of our engagement (5yrs) too broke to do anything.....

:0(

Bou

I want to run away.......

I feel trapped, like I cannot do for myself what I need to do to stay sane. I don't know how we will ever get out of this hole we are in....I don't know what to do. I fantasize about just walking away, from Paul, James, the cats everyone, who makes demands on me and my time, and going somewhere and just living alone. I have been totally bitchy, and unreasonable. I hate being this way!

going to find a tree to hit.....

Bou

Pell R.I.P.

Well, I have discovered a few things: hitting the pell is great therapy, I am stronger than I think, and maybe I should build a less destructable pell. My pell is no more, as in rest in pieces....It stands about knee height now....so now I must plan to build a new one....not out of PVC pipe...maybe a 4x4 wrapped in rope...but the base....I will have to think about that...


later,


a relaxed and stress free...
Bou :o)

Feb. 9th and 10th, 2005

Hit pell both days, but this afternoon I feel like finishing off the job that I started the other day and completely demolish my pell!!!! I am sooooo frustrated! I HATE working in groups at school!!!! These people don't care if they do well! I DO! AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! I have a splitting headache from all this, and tonight I have to fit one of my classmates out with garb, so that we can be in a newspaper picture tommorrow for the colleges's medieval feast! I really just want to go to the gym and run on the treadmill till I can't breath or move or think......but I can't....so I will hit my pell somemore and do some hindu squats

Bou (who doesn't play well with others and wants to be a hermit cat lady and chef on a mountain top in the Yukon)

Tuesday, February 8th, 2005

hit my pell, did some stretching, went for a walk (Brrrrrr! It has gotten cold again!)

Bou :0)

Monday February 7th, 2005

I hit the pell today, a little gentler than yesterday...(from a different angle). I also went to the College Fitness centre and walked on the indoor track for a half an hour.....I hated it...! I much prefer the treadmill or outside...
Bou :0)

Bou 1, pell 0

I guess I don't know my own strength....I was a little frustrated yesterday, and was giving my pell a particularly good workout, when I heard a cracking sound and the sound of plastic falling inside the pell....I shattered a hole the size of a tennis ball in my pell.....ooops!

more later...

Bou

I have a workout buddy!

There is a girl in my class who asked me if I wanted to go to the gym with her after school a few times a week!
So I am going to do it! I am also going to work out at work on Saturdays (and then have a sauna!) My week will go as follows :

Mon and Tues: a write off for anything but pell work as I leave for school at 7am and don't get home from work till about 10:30pm or so

Wed: workout after school, hit the pell at home

Thursday: hit the pell at home

Friday: workout after school, hit the pell at home

Saturday: workout after work, sauna, and hit the pell at home

Sunday: hit the pell at home


Wheee!

Bou :0)

January 25th

hit the pell....slowly and painfully

my neck and shoulder still aren't letting up, even after I thought I had found out what was wrong.....

of course, I had baking and ended up bringing home 2 apple pies and a big bag of doughnuts.....

Bou

January 24th,2005

I hit my pell .....slowly

I worked in the kitchen at school from 8am till 5pm.

Bou :0)