I want to run away....... 

I want to run away.......

I feel trapped, like I cannot do for myself what I need to do to stay sane. I don't know how we will ever get out of this hole we are in....I don't know what to do. I fantasize about just walking away, from Paul, James, the cats everyone, who makes demands on me and my time, and going somewhere and just living alone. I have been totally bitchy, and unreasonable. I hate being this way!

going to find a tree to hit.....

Bou